Alright Guy: Todd Snider, Mark Twain of Lightning Strike Troubadours, Dies at 59

He had a cock-eyed smile, aquamarine eyes that could turn gray or amber and silky, dirty blond hair that just kinda hung there. Lanky, the nervous energy almost didn’t register in the limbs, but it made those eyes sparkle in a way even a master jewel-cutter couldn’t make a perfect stone glitter.
If you weren’t paying attention, Todd Snider was definitely the guy you wouldn’t see coming. Even with that Modigliani shaped early face, which would become more chiseled as he grew up, he was the one you’d miss in his baggy t-shirts, oversized button front shirts and pants barely making contact with his hip bones.
That was all the better for Todd, the observationist social commentarian who took on romantic dynamics, political issues and inequities with equally potent rapier-sharp insight and detail. He didn’t care if you saw him, because he was really busy watching… everything.
And it was all fodder, trust me.

When he showed up, he was equal parts Huck Finn, old school folkie troubadour, field hippie, activist, punk ass boy and punk rocker. Think Jeff Buckley with a slicing wit, a ZFG attitude and less heart throb baggage. Snider’d banged around a bit, classic story of the kid who was too smart for the room, talking back, talking smack and saying “F this” when it just wasn’t worth the effort. 
Somehow, living just outside Austin, he absorbed all the great songwriter/singers from an era before his: Jerry Jeff Walker, John Prine, Guy Clark, the early story song era of Jimmy Buffett, Billy Joe Shaver, Kris Kristofferson. Heck, he stumbled into Jerry Jeff and his guitar, playing all of those songs at the legendary Gruene Hall, and turned into a burning bush of creative desire. With the help of Kent and Diana Finlay in San Marcos, he started learning the tides of holding a crowd, writing to lasso the listener and create a space that was his.
He rolled over to Memphis, got a gig at the Daily Planet, where journeyman writer, guitarist and session man Keith Sykes – a friend to all the legends noted above – stumbled onto Snider doing his weekly residence. Sykes witnessed to those friends, things started to happen.
After being so broke, he was more like one of Fagan’s kids in Oliver Twist, suddenly big things started popping. A label deal with a traditional label fell apart. Then Jimmy Buffett got his own label through MCA Records, the aptly titled Margaritaville, where long tall drawling femme rocker/writer Marshall Chapman recorded It’s About Time: Live from the Tennessee State Women’s Prison, Hunter S Thompson would deliver a record, as well as tasty Gulf roots bands the Iguanas and Evangeline. Perfect home for a kid who had a problem with authority.
Songs from the Daily Planet showed up as Pearl Jam, Soundgarden, Stone Temple Pilots and Green Day were dominating rock alongside regenerated Aerosmith, r.e.m. and yes, Hootie & the Blowfish. Kurt Cobain would die that April, leaving Snider looking a bit like a more robust cousin to the grunge poet.
If Snider wasn’t so sure about the corporate grind – he thought the perks and peccadillos were hilarious – the poohbahs weren’t so sure about a guy who’d tell anyone, anyone he thought was jive where to jump off. Thankfully Bob Mercer, who ran the label, Al Bunetta and Dan Einstein, who had a black belt in managing the quixotic songwriter/artist with John Prine and Steve Goodman, and of course, Buffett understood the temper and temperament of a true creative spirit.
Not only did Snider capture the lightning strike of the moment – the grunge rebellion, the commodification of rebellion in music, the over-styled and -hyped post-MTV world of pop culture – he chopped it up like the voice of the coming into their own generation he represented. The opening salvo – “My Generation (Pt. 2)” – offered the martini dry humor and detail anchor that made Planet a lethal weapon towards the bloat and marketing Boomers were grabbing with gusto.
Did you know there are people who put us down/Just because we get around
My generation, part two, verse three, chapter four, Jackson Five, Nikki Sixx…

and then into a “Subterrean Homesick Blues” list that skewered hair gel, health spas, fax machines, drum machines, credit cards, condom sense, paisley ties and watching “LA Law” or “Arsenio Hall.” But even more, he cites the malls, the living off the parents, 1000 points of light and not being so bright to let you know he knows there’s complicity to his generation’s sodden rebellion.
But it’s not all three chords and a middle finger. He brought industrial strength empathy with the awareness stoking “That Was Me,” an accordion-wheezing set of polaroids of less thans overlooked that invoked the Bible’s least of our brethren lesson without taking Jesus’ name into his work. He recognized believing you know people’s truths in the minor-keyed turn-of-a-moment reality that was the finger-picked revelation “You Think You Know Somebody,” with its unsettling denoument driven by unseen generational legacy and reverberations.
Sure, there was the jocularity of being caught with Madonna’s demi-scandalous SEX coffee table book in “Alright Guy,” the strolling overpowered-by-lust “Trouble” – “a woman like you walks into a place like this, you can almost hear the promises break” – and the pointed, hummmm-driven, electric guitar-lacerated “Turn It Up,” all swagger and coiled pounce of the cuckolded working class male blowing off steam. This was a record for raging, raving and rocking out with your friends, too.
That full-spectrum self-awareness came full circle with the surprise alternative radio hit “Talkin’ Seattle Grunge Rock Blues,” a wheezy harmonica-driven folkie treatise that opens invoking Neil Young’s Rust Never Sleeps Johnny Rotten homage “Hey Hey (My My),” lamenting his rock band’s  dead end, before turning into the record business frenzy over grunge; not only do they do the full embrace, they actually refuse to play – one upping the shoe-gazing, flannel-wearing oeuvre. A bidding war, millions of dollars, girls, drugs, 5 star reviews and conquering MTV, then the Grammys refusing to play a note, it’s a marketing gold rush that pops when the next new thing explodes.
Hilarious, brutal, the commentary flew by many, who thought it was a major rave. Snider didn’t care. Take what you want and leave the rest. But to truly understand, listen to that final four lines, that culminate with packing up the van, shaving off the goatee and announcing, “We’re going back to Athens,” Georgia, no doubt.
That’s the deal. Listen, really listen and the gems keep erupting. Wanna know what he’s really thinking? It’s all there. All the unspeakable slights, the hand shakes that were really bites, the notion that with a big grin and a little forward lean, you’ll think it’s glory, not invective covered in laughter.
Those are the facts, and they hold up, the scenes of how Todd Snider popped – fully formed – into the universe. 
But that’s the fun and joy that spilled over all kinds of places. Or the “He did what?” consternation that the grown-ups felt. One day, he just walked away from Jimmy Buffett’s tour, clearly over the whole industrial entertainment conveyor belt, and that was that. Or the time he did the MCA corporate event, spoke his mind and got his walking papers the next day.
Were there drugs involved? Probably. Crazy women? Absolutely. Lots of all kinds of late night, break it down conversation about injustice, inequity, lame ass garbage? Count on it. Bob Mercer would always work it out. Buffett and Prine cheered his “can’t be tamed” spirit. Bunetta, the manager, was a larger than life type, too; sometimes he’d be the voice of reason, alongside his partner Einstein, but other times, he’d laugh ‘cause he knew the legend was good for business.

It was also good for his creativity. By not folding the corners down, breaking his spirit or neutralizing the voice, Todd Snider emerged as the folkie-songwriter who could rock. Not quite a new Bob Dylan, he had too much brio for that, but certainly with his vulnerable kindness offered a precursor to Jeff Buckley, another street poet who’d straddle genres and marketing labels.
And that was what made Todd so exciting. If the record sales lagged a little, his touring life was robust. Sometimes with Will Kimbrough in his band. Sometimes Eddy Shaver. But when Todd was electric, it was incendiary – and so alive, it was the best way to get your truth delivered.
Todd, too, wasn’t afraid of the world. He’d show up in all kinds of places, cock-eyed grin grinning, or troubled about something going on; he’d walk up to you at Bongo Java and say, “Wanna talk?” and it would be the most whirlwind, breathtaking conversation you’d have all day. Sure, his concerns were real, but he probably already had the answer and was just checking the math – or he’d tell a story on himself, laughing until it was contagious. 
You couldn’t call him guileless. He was too smart for that. But self-effacing, with a champion in local roots queen Lynsey McDonald and her eventual beau/husband/co-parent/ex and at the time activator at Margaritaville Sam Knight. They were like forward motion with a champagne fountain; new ideas, novel concepts and “how do we lift this artist and label up?”
Hard work and the agony of defeat was rarely so ebullient.

When MCA dried up, Prine’s Oh Boy stepped in. They were big on ferocious writers who loved to lick their finger and put it in the electrical socket. Happy To Be Here saw a sleeker Snider through a glaring yellow filter at a tiger-striped banquette; but the cultural pops, commentary and reality capturing remained strong. “Missing You” was as yearning and lovely as anything releases that year, while “The Ballad of DB Cooper” air punched the spirit of reckless adventure and tall tales with a vengeance. 
Beyond his own social commentary with “Keep Off The Grass,” he dropped the taut miscegenation reckon “Betty Was Black (Willie Was White),” written by Kimbrough, Michael Grimes, Tommy Meyer and Tommy Womack, originally recorded for their album as the Bis*Quits. Sobering without preaching, percussive without numbing the brain, it was the embodiment of Snider’s gift.
Looking over a light board at the images for Happy, Snider emerged as a man who knew his gift was special; not quite settled into embracing his talent, but accepting there was a reason to be here, the slides were compelling in an iconic way. Not vanity, but look: this is the real.
The momentum didn’t come back, but Excitement Plan offered record biz commentary (“Vinyl Records”), jocularity (the much discussed did-they-steal-his-song “Beer Run”), reality ascending for the kids now 15 years into adulthood (“Class of 1985”) and always his romantic yearning. So many songs were tempered with the desire for love, the jagged shores it washes up on or destroys what you thought. 
Even if the “Alright Guy” radio hit was never to return, this was the proof Snider was going to settle into the same kind of record/tour/citizen of creativity realm of his heroes. Lots of kids make a few “songwriter” records, but they can’t maintain the intellectual hoist; Snider was still delivering, still true to what he believed, saw, captured.

Only Snider – being a generational talent – was about to crystalize a massive shift in Music City. While Steve Earle, Dwight Yoakam, Lyle Lovett, kd lang and Nanci Griffith represented a progressive turn in country, that would come to sweep up Kelly Willis, Joe Ely, the Mavericks and Iris DeMent, Snider dropped East Nashville Skyline. More than a play on Dylan’s seminal project, it planted a flag for the growing progressive music scene on the other side of the Cumberland River.
East Nashville Skyline was the culmination of all the touchstones that made Snider exceptional. Mike Tyson is celebrated in the almost sweet “Iron Mike’s Main Man’s Last Request,” while garage rock was given its kudos on “The Ballad of the Kingsmen.” Yes, commentary on the life (“Alcohol and Pills,” the poseurtastic call out “Play A Train Song” and the Jerry Lee Lewis-style boogie “Nashville”). Yes, embracing the simple truth in the pitfalls (“Sunshine”). But the Roman candle of the bunch is one of his most on-the-nose social takedowns, everything Nashville was already battling, but very few people saw (the sing-along lope of “Conservative, Christian, Right Wing Republican, Straight, White American Males”).
If a manual for us-and-them was ever written, this dozen songs more than delivered. Beyond a freak flag to fly, here was an album you could turn up. Here was a record that told people right where you stood. It created an unspoken signal, one that most of the “music biz” types didn’t really get, but also never really bothered to explore.
On a slow Thursday or lonely Saturday night, though, you’d find people at the Tower Records Listening Stations nodding their head in time. You could feel it from across the bins that held all the albums – or was it CDs? – that gusto of being alive even in the boredom or loneliness.

Of course, Todd lived these songs in a lot of ways. Rehabs, and more rehabs. Falling in love while falling out of addiction. Figuring out how to beat the system. Falling back into bad habits. Wives, loves, friends, music, music, always music. And collecting peers from the very best music people there were; because Snider was so versed in all the genres, he could hang with the Black Crowes’ Chris Robinson as easy as roll around Texas with Robert Earl Keen or Jack Ingram.
Heck, the lovely Pamela Des Barres, known to the world as Miss Pamela from Frank Zappa’s notorious GTOs and author of I’m With The Band, was hired to write a bio for one of the MCA Records. She remained a staunch friend until the end. When Robert Plant flips his wig seeing you, when you were with Jagger in the room weighing the Altamont aftermath, you are a woman who understands the complexity of the rock & roll life, and quest to write truer, realer songs.
That peerage would let him lead a jam/alt supergroup called The Hard-Working Americans with Widespread Panic’s Dave Schools, Great American Taxi’s Chad Staehly, solo artist/songwriter/guitaristNeal Casal, Duane Trucks (Derek’s brother) and secret weapon multi-instrumentalist. If they came together for a Boulder benefit for Colorado Flood Relief, loved the vibe and kept touring, they ultimately landed at Bob Weir’s studio for an album of covers. It’s what musicos do.
Only that spark captured Snider’s – and everyone else’s – imagination. Reconvening, they wrote an album’s worth of material, including the raving anthem “Dope Is Dope” and a sobering cover of Guy Clark’s “The High Price of Inspiration.” This wasn’t a masterplan, a cash grab, a marketing move; it was communion over what happens when they got together – with or without a little peyote, acid or smoke thrown in for the imbibers.
That rock thing – Todd thin as a greyhound, built for speed and the heart to go the distance – was an explosion of wow. Watching audiences churn and roil before them, it was a time dissolve that perhaps harkened back to the Filmore and Filmore East, Joplin, Willie Nelson’s Dripping Springs Reunions. It was a superorganism of groove, feeling the moment.
Sitting on the bus after the show, completely wrung out, that banged up fedora with the artificial flower, Snider nodded. Talked about the insanity of what rock gives you, the freedom to jump off buildings and know you’ll fly on the energy coming back; he spoke of the eternal tug between conventional people and those willing to embrace the untamed piece inside; the joy that can be had when you stop and just feel the moments rushing past you.
When the American’s myriad schedules proved too impossible to converge, the East Side Bulldogs were born. With an even more complicated set of calendars, Elizabeth Cook, Bobby Bare, Jr, Tim Carroll, Jen Gunderman and more found themselves rocking for the sake of just blowing the carbsons out. A ferocious garage band of high school intensity with worldclass musicianship. Their rallying cry of “Chicks and cars and partying hard…,” which made the swerving taunt of “Hey Pretty Boy” so much joyous middle finger and who needs you?, was a siren’s call to anyone every judged by the golden, chosen kids. Suddenly, the ne’er-do-wells were everything – and kids who ruled the school went from hero to zero.
That musical dexterity made whatever Snider played seem somehow right on time.
Whether it was the more acoustic Cash Cabin Sessions, Vol. 3 with the “Talking Reality Television Blues,” the old style “Cowboy Jack Clement Waltz,” or the funky, side-of-the-mouth-delivery “A Timeless Response to Current Events,” the loose full band Agnostic Hymns & Stoner Fables with the working man duped by big business “New York Banker,” a rambling take on Buffett’s “West Nashville Grand Ballroom Gown,” the atonal Crazy Horse-suggesting “All Too Soon,” or the power pop of “Brenda” or the Jerry Jeff Walker homage Time As We Know It, featuring “Railroad Lady,” “Pissin’ in the Wind,” “Mr. Bojangles” and guests Amy LaVere, Kix Brooks and Elizabeth Cook, there was a freedom to the music that wrapped around you. Yes, you had to get and dig the street folkie/prophet reality, but all the different flavors Snider could pull out of that spectrum were intoxicating.

Over the years, the funky, jazzman fedora-ed writer would have deals, not have deals, not really care. He didn’t do it for the product, he did it because he lived for the songs, the people who lived in them and the places they’d go. Oh, and the chicks were good. 
Todd loved women, which is why women loved Todd. His friendship with Elizabeth Cook is the stuff of legend; were-they-or-weren’t-they people wondered, so close was their bond, what man and woman could share that kind of kinetic intimacy without the hokey pokey?
Ye of little faith. It was the connection that mattered. Des Barres would stay with him when she was in Nashville doing writing seminars; photographer/film-maker/activist Stacie Huckeba has documented Snider’s career for decades, catching unguarded moments, formal portraits and everything in-between. The late Lynsey McDonald his best friend and ally, no matter what other career role or commitment she was forging – because Lynsey made people matter.
Even me. Between all the early morning back’n’forth emails to TMellyMoo@aol.com about whatever was going on, songs we liked, gossip no one else might care about, it was always a rush and a few smile- or thought-inducing volleys. Just because. Or going out to that low to the ground house on the lake with the incredible view of day’s end, trying to remember to take the time to go visit and watch the day die, not saying much, just taking it in.
Todd got it: taking in the moment, just being there, breathing it in, exhaling what didn’t work. Everything else aside, that was all that mattered. Make the space, take the slow roll to Hendersonville, just be… Just be… just… be.
On my better days, I trusted all that. When he and his good friend Richard Lewis decided to split the bill at LA’s seen-it-all Roxy, it was suggested I go. After all, two brilliant minds, both intent on skewering without bitching, what an incredible merging of comedy and song. 
If on paper, it didn’t make sense, who's to say? The neurotic and the ultimate shake it off guy coming together, one with raps and the other with a guitar? What could go wrong? How could the very different audiences pick up what the other guy was serving up?
Funny thing about funny: it transcends. “Beer Run,” “Play A Train Song,” “Can’t Complain,” “Conservative Christian…” and “Alright Guy” hit the intellectual Lewis’ fans right in the middle of their furrowed brows. And Snider’s fans, well, they get the jokes.
When the room emptied, the lights came on and just a few stragglers remained, the storied Los Angeles venue looked like a desolation pitstop for people chasing dreams. Somewhere on the stairway, Snider’s voice was singing, that slightly nasal tone bouncing around for nothing other than probably entertaining his friends. 
To be so alive, to share so freely. Since COVID, the loss of McDonald and Peter Cooper, the baseball fanatic-music critic/Country Music Hall of Fame writer/editor-erstwhile bandmate and the ravages of tornadoes on his home, he’d endured health issues that he chose to keep quiet. He’d made a commitment to do livestreams from Big Purple in East Nashville’s 5 Points, which in Taylor Swift-fashion became reinventions of his albums, that created a community out of the isolated times. Seeing his songs grown up was, indeed, a revelation.
Then came the weathered voice High, Lonesome and Then Some earlier this year. The recordings had a blues-lean, the occasional piano rumination; very handmade, very porous-sounding, it felt like a late night, lost hours confession. The ruminations on love, how it falls apart, how we want it offer a window to the conflicts we all struggle with.
It appeared if he wasn’t robustly chasing the fame, he was back in the game. Some tour dates were announced, and then… well… Salt Lake City happened. All the allegedly, the scrambling for answers, the no-doubt-rump-covering now falling into place. 
What we do know is once Todd got back to Nashville, he really was sick. Walking pneumonia, which is a pernicious beast that makes you think you’re being lazy, that it’s all in your head. But also sepsis that was pretty far along. 
Whatever else happened – an attack, being turned out of the hospital – this man was clearly ill.
And now, this man is gone. Fifty-nine years old isn’t old at all. Sure, he’d lived all nine lives, most likely; done all the drugs, had the big adventures, howled at the fullest moons, but surely it wasn’t time to die.
I got the text yesterday after from a musician friend at a session. “Can you give me a quick call?”
Texts like that, you respond to. He picked up, asked if I was somewhere safe, then told me the news. Time stops, even if you keep moving. You walk forward, ask for the table, sit down and try to make sense out of how someone so vexingly incandescent could be gone.
Then you cry. Then you think, “Who else might not know?,” knowing the news was being kept close – but also you don’t want someone you love crashing into an online headline or ham-fisted obit written with facts that miss the heart. Then you cry some more.

Funny thing about Todd, he lived his life like it wasn’t some precious thing to keep on a shelf. He was out there, living it, chasing it, wadding it up and shooting it at some unseen basket beyond the horizon. It wasn’t that he didn’t care, it was more he wanted to taste everything there was, and wasn’t afraid to go hammer it.
And now, well, he’s gone. Those last tour dates already cancelled, perhaps a harbinger of a superhuman life lived beyond limits maybe a little too far from the shore. The scuttlebutt is he shouldn’t have passed away. The reality is: he’s gone.
For those of us left behind, it’s a reminder to get out there and live. Just do it, as Nike says. Listening to all the songs, thinking about all the conversations, the music listened to, the stories written for so many publications over the years, the thing that keeps coming back is that cock-eyed grin, so pleased with whatever. 
Sure, he had demons. Don’t we all. But he also knew how to take a big bite out of life.
High, Lonesome and Then Some opens with “The Temptation To Exist,” a pretty straightforward admonition that seems like the perfect parting gift to us all. The chorus alone, so lean, so direct, serves as a directive for those of us who can never quite get the work done or the day finished.
You’ve got to live a little
Might be all we got
You’ve got to live a little
People die a lot
They do, look it up…

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BEYOND THE CORAL REEFER: Jimmy Buffett Finds That One Particular Harbor

BEYOND THE CORAL REEFER: Jimmy Buffett Sails Into That One Most Particular Harbor

It was always the ne’er-do-well golf pros. Everything cool, somehow contraband and just beyond the true reach of a 12-, 13-year old girl who was too thin and absolutely curious about what the grown-ups didn’t see because they weren’t paying attention.

Songs about smugglers, washed out drifters, deadbeats and writers would drift from that backroom, occasionally with a waft of steel guitar and some short blasts of harmonica. The voice felt just like one of those naughty golf pros – warm, familiar, welcoming, wry – except it had some flannel to it, some molasses and a bit of cayenne as it flowed over notes that lifted and fell like the curtains on a slow, humid night.

He sang of a Florida I knew from going to Pompano, Delray, Palm Beach to work on my golf game during the six, seven months Cleveland wasn’t hospitable to that sort of thing. When his voice drifted out the bag room on a small gust of gasoline, dope smoke and sweat, my ears pricked up for the stories, always the short stories about pirates looking at 40, men going to Paris to seek something, lives intersecting in Montana...on Monday.

It was all so romantic. Even before I knew about “Margaritaville,” because I lived in a place and time before that Key West loser’s lament became the freak flag, good-time National Anthem. Somewhere in the delta between personal responsibility and screw it, that song plumbed the awareness of a man who knew better, but just didn’t care.

Jimmy Buffett must have been changing labels. I bought all those ABC/Dunhill Records – it seemed – remaindered at Record Theater at the Golden Gate Mall. A1A after the single lane coastal road that ran along the east coast of Florida; the sunk skiff Livin’ & Dyin’ in Three Quarter Time that was too hillbilly on first listen, but “West Nashville Grand Ballroom Gown” reminded me of too many babysitters; White Sport Coat & A Pink Crustacean who’s “Grapefruit Juicy Fruit” felt like something I was living, a Gatsby world for a barely teenage Catholic driving to another golf tournament, as well as the slinky “They Don’t Dance Like Carmen No More” that saw my father wax rhapsodic about Carmen Miranda and then wince when “Why Don’t We Get Drunk & Screw” rolled up.

We didn’t think about “labels” then, just “cool” or “lame.” Cool, of course, came in degrees. Buffett was that uncle your parents wouldn’t let babysit, even if he could talk to them about sailing, literature or Gulf Coast resorts. That made his sangfroid that much more delicious to a kid sitting on a worktable in a back room, not getting all the references.

“Margaritaville” wasn’t a hit when people started singing it, just the self-confession of the guy who drank himself out of the deal – and wasn’t 100% sure he cared as the hangover throbbed. He was coping, tequila, ice, lime and blender. For a washout, it was perfect.

All the sun slaves loved it. Work hard, party hard, recover while you you’re onto the next.

I loved that he painted this Florida of black top turned grey by the sun, the old people in plastic shoes, Walgreens and crusty ne’er do wells in bar rooms watching the ceiling fans turn. He got the Key West of Hemingway, who I already adored, Tennesseee Williams, who would beguile me in college, as well as the next wave macho literary and creative brios Jim Harrison, Tom McGuane, Guy de le Valdene.

Key West was for pirates. Dusty, dirty, chickens roaming the streets, space between buildings that held Lord knows. It felt like electric creativity when my father and I would escape from “practice,” head South over the 7 Mile Bridge and set to walking the streets like the tourists we were: an older Dad and a scrawny little tomboy, both sponges for whatever was in the air.

He’d lie to Mom about where we were, that’s how I knew it was good. And when Buffett’s songs came pouring out of a muscle car’s rolled down window or in that badly-ventilated back room, I was right there at Sloppy Joe’s on a barstool next to my father.
“This is the stuff, pro,” he’d tell me. “THIS is... the stuff.”

Buffett was snide about the right stuff, tender with the good stuff and savoring of the naughty stuff. Even before he turned into a billionaire industrial conglomerate of frozen drink machines and retirement communities, he understood not just what mattered, but how.

If the Eagles were “The Dirty Dozen,” Buffett was Butch Cassidy’s “Sundance Kid.” He had the escape route planned; he wasn’t backing down and he wasn’t afraid to hit the tricky spot. At a time when Southern California rock included Jackson Browne, Linda Ronstadt, Warren Zevon, J.D. Souther, America, Neil Young to some, Poco to others, Buffett was the Southern cousin, a bit more leaning to the folkie side of singer/songwriter.

He ran with Jerry Jeff Walker, Jesse Winchester, Steve Goodman. He got those traditions. He exhumed Lord Tom Buckley’s “God’s Own Drunk (& A Holy Man),” which he delivered with a hilarious ramble on You Had To Be There. It was that notion of street musicians, playing for tips and vibes; a secret handshake and a wink to a counterculture that was as romantic as it was pungent.

“People ask me, where in the hell is Margaritaville?” Buffett says on You Had To Be There, after referencing the possibility it’s a little island in your mind or the bottom of a tequila bottle. Then he proclaims, “It’s anywhere you want it to be, baby...”

Postcards from a life I didn’t have agency over. Yet. People I didn’t know. Yet.
But I leaned into the poetry, loving the notion of captains and kids, characters painted with same detail John Prine conjured. But where Prine could be profoundly sad or lonely or conscience-tugging, Buffett was more the brio of the literati he was running with.

Dreaming dreams inside the songs has a strange centrifugal force. Like so many people who drift into the world not quite sure where they’re headed, it can pull things you never intended to you. Alex Bevan, my first folk singing idol who befriended a wet behind the ears kid, knew him from their days playing National Association of Campus Activities showcases, trying to get regional college dates. He’d talk of their intersecting wages of the road: afternoons in laundromats, talking about Goodman, Jerry Jeff and whatever.

Buffett hadn’t blown up yet. Bevan made him seem real-sized in a way. Even sneaking into “FM,” a film about free-form, big business rock radio, with cameos from Buffett and Ronstadt, the notion of pirating someone’s concert for broadcast seemed delightfully on point. In “Urban Cowboy,” he took that out West cowboy nonsense and lacquered dancefloor country with his zesty “Livingston Saturday Night,” no doubt informed by his writer friends who fled Key West for Montana.

And then I fell out of the sky at St. Andrews School in Boca Raton, seeking to be recruited for college as a golfer. It was a co-ed school with very rich kids who were sophisticated in far more fast-track way than Ohio. That was where I met Valerie.

Valerie de la Valdene, heart shaped face, tilted smile and a wash of ebony hair falling across her eye, was the daughter of a count. She was also Buffett’s godchild, and like me, a young’un used to running with older kids; she couldn’t drive, but she was one of us. If Eloise had been raised by adventure hunters, she’d’ve been Valerie, who ran up and down Worth Avenue barefoot, laughing madly and plotting the next adventure.

Valerie, who got us the tickets to Buffett’s annual Christmas show at Sunrise Musical Theater in Ft Lauderdale, who said, “You should review this for the Bagpiper,” our school paper. Being such a big Florida icon – even then –it seemed to be the most perfect idea. Until they used that issue of the paper for the annual fundraising drive, missimg my smirking reference to “Why Don’t We Get Drunk (& Screw)?”
What would Jimmy Buffett do? It became my sextant and compass. Looking at the Dean, who was braced for some kind of antics, I exhaled slowly, smiled innocently, and said, “Obviously these people are not music lovers...”

Jack Bower could barely contain the laughter. His face turned red; the howl was trapped in his throat. A theatrical man, husky but not fat, his eyes danced as he looked at me, suggesting I keep talking without saying a word.

“Dean Bower, that IS the name of the song, and it was a climax to the show. It was bawdy and brazen, but also self-deprecating and self-impaling. To not say it happened would be to not tell the story properly.”

He couldn’t take the mealymouthed sweetness. I was not that kid. He knew it. Barking as a laugh and his voice escaped, he managed, “Get out of my office. And please, Holly, be smarter please. The donors are important... They’re paying the bills.”

Turning in the doorway, I tried one Hail Mary pass. “Would it help if you knew I went with Valerie?”

I smiled. He laughed harder. It was implicit: while Buffett was the dope smugglers’ personal hero, he was also a saint in South Florida. Though his manatee awareness campaign was a few years off, he quietly did much for the region that was over-run by Haitian refugees, other Spanish speakers, profiteers who’d pave the Everglades and other entities to check.

“Get out, stay out of trouble. You know what to do.”

Yes, whatever Jimmy Buffett might do.

Still, he was quicksilver. Sightings all over the state. “Don Kirshner’s Rock Concert.” Concerts at Blossom Music Center, Sunrise, Rolling Stone magazine, softball games against publications and radio stations. It was a different time, and place.

One day during college, while clerking at the Miami Herald, a call came through to the general features desk. “HELLohhhhh,” the voice came down the line, “How are you today?”

No one was ever friendly on that extension. The euphoria felt real, the voice familiar.

“I was wondering if you could help me... I am trying to figure out where to get some good Thai food down here in Dade County. Can you help me?”
“Well, sir, uhm, we really don’t provi...” I was trying to avoid making a Herald endorsement.

“Honey, would it help if I introduced myself? This is Jimmy Buffett, and if the restaurant sucks, I promise we won’t get you fired.”

I turned purple. Of course, he won’t. He gets the plight of the late teenager/early twenty-something. I gulped; didn’t want him to think I’m stupid.

Putting him on hold, I asked a couple of the folks on the desk that I trusted. Got back on the phone, trying to “sound” like a pro, I picked up, “Okay, not sure where you are in the county, but the place you want is called Tiger Tiger... It’s down Dixie, south of the Gables, and it’s delicious. I think you’ll like it.”

“Awesome, baby. And if you can get out of there, you’re welcome to join us.”

He laughed and was gone. Dixie Highway is an easy navigation, especially in the ‘80s. Just get to Coral Gables and start looking; that restaurant was dark wood. It’d be easy to spot.

Whether it was a pleasantry or a genuine invitation, I was too intimidated to show up. Besides, real life drive-bys are only magic when you’re not stalking.

A year later, I would get to interview Dan Fogelberg, playing the NAMM Convention in Hollywood, Florida. He had a bluegrass album, High Country Snows, coming, and I stalked my story with a vengeance. It’s hard to say no to a kid with shiny straight hair in a striped t-shirt with hope in their eyes; the tour manager agreed, saying I needed to chase their limo to Ft. Lauderdale – and I could meet him in the restaurant, talking while he had his dinner. Nina Avrimades, his manager, was there; I tried to not be too excited, but I knew her name from Buffett’s record covers.

The Fogelberg interview went impossibly well. Turned out he’d had his dinner sent to his room; he was only going to have soup with me. But he ended up staying for the entire hour. When he left to go change, I set upon the lovely blond-haired woman, asking questions about what she did, how she did it.

“You know, he normally hates these things,” she confided. “Dan genuinely enjoyed that.”

Screwing up my courage, I asked the big ask.
I opened with the obvious, “You know Jimmy’s the Grand Kahuna down here. No one is bigger.”

She laughed. She saw the set-up, and she knew he wasn’t “in record cycle” or “touring.” We left it that she’d think about it, see what she could do. A couple months later, Buffett called my dorm room – and the Herald ran the piece.

So did Country Song Round Up, the world’s oldest country fanzine. My canny editor there told me about Buffett’s connections to Nashville, the reporting for Billboard magazine, the days hanging out at the Exit/In, Closed Quarters and the general creative hauntings. Suddenly, the Jerry Jeff Walker stuff, the steel guitars and the actual country undertow made sense.

It opened my mind to how impossible things can merge and converge; made Willie Nelson not the only one who could tap authenticity in seemingly opposing realms of music. But where Nelson was truly making country safe for the alternos, Buffett was slyly interjecting country music into songs people loved and never letting them realize it was “liver.”

It always seemed to be that way with this Buffett character. He existed in our world like twinkle lights in a bar; look up and smile at the twinkle in whatever other clutter was around. He knew poetry, knew how to deliver it – and he knew how to revel like an Endymion Mardi Gras float, tossing ravers out to the fans like so many fistfuls of beads.

Signed by Tony Brown, it wasn’t that Buffett came full circle, so much as music had turned all the way around to where the kid born in Pascagoula, Mississippi and raised in Alabama started his journey. Sure, there’d been Lear jets, misadventures, crazy stories, mysterious substances, inside jokes, sports teams and “60 Minutes,” but there was more to come. Writing his own books about Joe Merchant and memoirs, launching a chain of cheeseburger restaurants that turned into hotels, Broadway shows, football stadiums, creating a space for the regular guy to get a little tropicrazy and have the license to let your freak flag fly high.

All that was ahead of him. Records were a place to give his creativity a home. He was still everybody’s favorite “oh, yeah” songwriter/singer/supernova, but the Parrothead ubiquity was just starting to quicken. “One Particular Harbor” from that era was beautiful, a lulling melody that spoke of refuge and peace/piece of mind. It wasn’t what country radio was doing, but the video – possibly shot in Polynesia – was close to four minutes of mental escape every time it rolled up on CMT or TNN.
That escape was everything. As MTV blared and pulsated, Buffett was saner, smarter rebellion against 9-to-5 and the status quo. His touring business grew more robust without radio; his legendary Coral Reefers became more formidable. At different times, Timothy B. Schmitt (the ether-high vocalist with the Eagles), Josh Leo, Tim Krekel, Will Kimbrough, especially the tenderest hearted songwriter/guitarist/ Mac MacAnally, all artists in their own right.

Suddenly, it wasn’t about chasing hits, but the longevity of classic tracks, the opportunity to convene with your Parrotheaded brethren, to sing these songs together. Buffett was the grandmaster – and he took his duties seriously.

He used that power to launch Margaritaville Records, where he signed original Nashville compatriot Marshall Chapman for her It’s About Time: Live from the Tennessee State Women’s Prison project and a neophyte trickster/writer acolyte of Jerry Jeff and Keith Sykes named Todd Snider, whose mostly talking blues “Alright Guy” caused an alternative/triple a sensation.

Snider, a free spirit, and Chapman, a lanky rock guitarist with blazing charisma and a drawl for days, embodied that notion of outside the lines is the only place to color. Original voices and perspectives, they brought it with a burning intensity as different as the other – and as contrasting to Buffett’s cool

Chapman, opening for Buffett at the Hollywood Bowl, knew how to bring a Chrissie Hynde panache to a bare bones rock’n’soul grooved attack. She and her Love Slaves left those fans panting for more, and when the main dish is Buffett, that’s saying something.

Saying not just how astute a judge of talent he was, but his willingness to share the stage with a woman known as “the female Mick Jagger” in the ‘70s and the sly Snider, a songwriter who loved to see what would happen, including wandering off from the venue on one tour and not look back. That is all part of the carnival, the glorious feast Auntie Mame promised in the original Broadway show. If it gets twisted, that’s part of it.

So Buffett became an icon, larger than life – and somehow still inviting. A Saturday morning superhero, he was the kind of cartoon who was so frisky his skin almost seemed not enough to hold him. The tales of shots fired at his plane over Jamaica; the tales of adventures that inspired William McKeen’s Mile Marker 0; the charities he anchored and advocated for in New Orleans, the Hamptons, Mississippi, Alabama and Florida.

But even then, it was the random Buffett, the sightings of the man in the wild. Running into him in a purple label Ralph Lauren tux, where he got up and sang some for the wedding of one of his friend’s sons in Palm Beach; laughing jocularly at a CMA Awards after-party after singing “5 O’Clock Somewhere” with Alan Jackson; on his bicycle on County Road in Palm Beach, dropping by to see friends at PB Boys Club or reports that he was out surfing with friends.

Of course, he was. For while his brand was the guy who lived his life on his terms – St. Barths, St Kitts, Fenway Park, Wrigley Field, Jimmy Buffett actually inhabited a devil-may-care world where he just was. Not rejecting the fanfare, but laughing it off as he went.

Which isn’t to say he ever stopped thinking about what his next creative step might be. A million years ago, reading the Sunday New York Times and Saturday Wall Street Journal at the pool at a fancy Vegas hotel, he spent a little time with an emerging country artist, sharing some wisdom, talking about football and demonstrating how little one needed to change. That lesson served Kenny Chesney well; he remains indifferent to fame, investing his heart in the buzzy byproducts of making people happy with glorious concerts that remind them the joy of being alive.

When he played the annual Everglades Benefit in Palm Beach County, usually with some splashy single name guest, the high dollar tickets flew out. When the Gulf Coast was destroyed by weather, he got a few of his famous friends – and came in to raise millions of dollars. Big shows with an undertow of fun within the wreckage, offering hope as it solved or helped with problems that were critical.

If Springsteen wrote “It ain’t no sin to be glad you’re alive,” Buffett lived it. Top-to-bottom, front-to-back, inside-out and upside-down. It was a tilt-a-whirl, centrifugal force of ebullience – and it never flagged. Whether Las Vegas, peaking out from the wings, or West Palm Beach’s “what name is it this year?” amphitheater in the swelter, it always delivered exuberance and delight. If you came with a squad or a date, we are all one once the singers slithered onstage, the tin drums started their rolls and the churn started turning.

In 2018, fresh from induction into the SOURCE Hall of Fame, which recognizes women in the music industry behind the scenes, I boarded a plane to fly across the sea. All alone, my destination was Paris, France. To mark the triumph of the unseen, it didn’t matter that no one else could join me.

Raised on the poetry within songs, hearing Jimmy Buffett sing “He Went To Paris” at La Cigale seemed the most perfect way to hold that young girl who didn’t quite understand all the grownup emotions, but recognized the power in those songs. Deceptively engaging, Buffett – like the Texas songwriters, the wild authors and filmmakers of Key West – knew that if there wasn’t conflict or a yearning, the song didn’t lance whatever was stuck in the listener’s heart.
It wasn’t that I was numb from the music business, but it extracts a toll on women who don’t fly by their looks or native charms. I needed to remember those moments when a song sounded like something I could – and must – touch, and my heart sped up at the way the images often stacked up to create some truth about living.

Paris, as Audrey Hepburn declared, is always a good idea. The streets alive with passion for life, the different size glasses of wine you can order, the fabulous cafes, the bookstores, walking along the Seine, over the ancient bridges, the Deux Magots and Café des Flores, as well as the D’Orsay, Marmottan. Picasso Museum and yes, the teeny Hemingway Bar at the Ritz.

Stopping at Le Roc, supposedly the oldest Catholic church in Paris, I knelt in a chilly stone cathedral and wept for all that life had given me. So many blessings, adventures, wonders, people and dreams that came true; not just my own dreams, but the dreams I’d midwifed for artists who didn’t always see what I dreamt for them... artists who didn’t always see how their music changed lives.

Sitting so close to the stage later that night, taking notes to always remember, I was overwhelmed by how much joy could be delivered; also, the heroism washed out characters could have being true to their own shattered lives. “He Went To Paris” was, indeed, the miracle I believed it would be.

“Looking to answers... for questions that bothered him so...”
La Cigale, there in the 18th arronddisement, had quite the history. Built in 1894, Mistinguett and Maurice Chevalier had played there, later Jean Cocteau would stage avant garde evenings. It would become a movie theater in 1940, ultimately falling into a screening house for Kung Fu, then X rated films, but always it remained. Deemed a historic building in the 1980s, the French recognized its intrinsic essence – and Philippe Stark was drafted to return it to its former glory.

The metaphor was not lost on me, or the fact this less than 1000 seat venue was where Buffett chose to play. Like Key West in the ‘70s, it was the fabulous dissolute chic without resources that deliver dignity and delight right where you are.

I had traveled alone, but I sat in that row at La Cigale with every me I’d ever been. The little girl run off with the naughty golf pros, the baby rock critic people didn’t take seriously until they saw my words, the young dreamer working in a world where a journalist’s stories weren’t vanity, but a truth for the tribes, a voice that shaped how people saw the worlds and the artists who mattered, a business reporter, a major label department head who hated the way decisions were never for the artists, a boutique artist development and media relations innovator who’d fight for her clients, a battered survivor of a callous industry, a truth-teller when it mattered – and nobody wanted to listen.

It got crowded in that row. But it also got epic, because Jimmy Buffett had also flown into headwinds over and over again. He never won a Grammy; only had quantifiable hits on country radio with people like Alan Jackson. He didn’t care.

Jimmy Buffett believed in his songs, his friends, the characters who’d inspired him. As long as he had those people, a little imagination, he’d find a way. Oh, and that way made him a billionaire; he had the last laugh on the music business know-it-alls.

Not that that was his motivation. Standing onstage, with the smile slicing his face like wide open like a ripe mango, eyes sparkling at the naughtiness of Parrotheads converging on Paris in some kind of electric mojito acid test, there was revelry to be had – and songs, poetic and ribald to be sung.

That way the joy and the mission: honor what is however it was, remember the beauty, hang onto the high jinks and never, ever doubt the songs.

For someone who tilts at windmills, gets treated more poorly than people would ever imagine, whose best friend once squealed – driving around the streets of LA as two unhinged medium-20-somethings – “You could be HER, Holly Gee!” as Dylan’s “Sweetheart Like You” poured from her tape deck, La Cigale took back that fate which stretches you across a rack until you break and gave me back the effervescent joy of serving the music. That was what it’s about...

Even when the king of the parrot pirates was out flying his planes or chasing the sun, talking about good times or creating more memories, he was always braising those songs. Living like he sang, laughing like he wrote, it was all the same beautiful ecosystem so many people drew their moments of release, of elation, of crazy wild “oh yeah” from.

It was money I probably shouldn’t have spent, but it was the best value I’d seen in a long time. On the plane back, I smiled and exhaled and mindfully let all the good that is my life flow through me. “This is what being present feels like,” I marveled.

Jimmy Buffett, more than anything else, was absolutely, truly, completely present. Like his friends from Key West, adventurers all, he understood: Immersion is everything. Dive deep. Go big. Go crazy. Have fun. Feel it all, revel in it – and let what makes you feel alive be your navigational buoy.

It was a lesson that mattered profoundly.

When the call came at 5:11 a.m. from Kenny Chesney who’d texted me the night before, he didn’t have to speak. Just “he’s gone,” and gravity fell out of the room. It was dark, too early for morning to even think about breaking, and yet...

When we hung up the phone, I pulled the new rescue spaniel to me. Petted his silky head and felt tears fall off my face onto his ears. “Oh, Corliss,” I told the little guy, “you have no idea. To find someone who lived as most artists who pretend to, who embodies all the happiness that comes from being present, who wrote about places that mattered and being ripped down and forgotten...”

So many songs, so many moments, so much life.

And not just Buffett’s, but our own. I found “He Went To Paris” rising in my throat. Not because I called it up, but something in my muscle memory sent it through the transom. Singing softly to a red cocker spaniel who was licking the tears from my face, I couldn’t believe when I got to the end...

There it was: the words the old man, who’d seen World Wars, the Spanish Civil War, great love and horrible loss, had told Buffett more than half a century ago. Suddenly, there was the elegy for us all.

“Jimmy, some of it’s magic, some of it’s tragic
“But I had a good life all the way.”

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